Summer

Well it is actually about summer time here in this hell hole we call South Dakota. It has rained constantly for about the past 2 weeks and it SUCKS. Yesterday was almost 95 which is way to warm for may. So i sat inside with clara for the day in my nice air conditioned room. I felt horrible because my boyfriend Steve, had to work even when they told him he wouldnt have to. He ended up working today too pretty much on 0 sleep. So he is tired, and kind of crabby but still loveable and sweet. Nothing really new is going on with me or clarabug. Oh i guess there is, we have attempted to start potty training and have made a little bit of progress, she has started going on the potty at least once a day yay. About a month ago, Steve took me shooting for the first time, and even though i was scared i shot a few guns and i LOVED it. i have then since gone shooting 2 other times and it is sooo fun. I am trying to live life in the moment as steve does because he seems a hell of a lot happier then i do. I tend to live in the past or try to hard for the future. I am done looking in the past and even though i have high hopes for the future, i am going to try to live in the present and not let things get to me so much. That is all for now.