ok, so melissa and keona arrived here yesterday morning. I got up at 6:30 in order to meet them when their bus got there at 7:50. We then went to walmart and ran into my friend barbara. Barbara is the friend that only gets to be with her daughter 2 days a week. Anyway, barbara and melissa havent seen each other in over a year and barbara acted like she didnt even care, which kinda pissed me off, but oh well. Anyway so i made dinner last night and it was way good. Keona and Clara played alot yesterday, They get along good together but keona is a little rough since she is older(1 year old). So, we just had a lazy day today, nothing really special going on, we are going to carve pumpkins later though, so... yeah ok well im done ranting about my day, Have a great weekend guys!

Messed up

Ok, now everything is getting messed up. My friend may not be here till the end of the week if things keep going the way they are going. Her man was supposed to send her money but like all the money places are closed. This so doesnt help like at all. Plus on top of that Jon went and got drunk and i'm really freaking pissed off at him. Clara is being a crabby but today and i havent spent much time with her because i have been with jon, or cleaning. I am just in a majorly pissed off mood right now and i am not sure how to deal with it.

Thursday Letter

Ok, so Jon gave me his old car, which had a new transmission, and basically new everything put in last year. I just got to get insurence, and get the license and registration stuff taken care of. We are almost all done cleaning the basement. We just gotta lug some boxes of unwanted stuff upstairs to take to the dump. I also still hafta sweep and mop the floors. So.. yeah today Jon bought me roses, which i thought was sweet, but i dont think a thing of roses is going to win me back. Jon is officially caught up with his child support payments ($100 a month yay). I bought clara a new carseat, and i bought even more wipes, so now i have..... 19 things of wipes? 3 drawers + 2 boxes of diapers, and yeah lots of other stuff. I tried my new tea(sugar cookie sleigh ride) and it is sooooooo goooooood. Clara crawls and is now learning that standing up is funner. lol, so yeah well thats all for now, miss clara is waking up. Have a great weekend guys.

Yay i get to play hostess!!!

Yay so in about a week my friend originally from SD is gonna come back and stay with me a while. Her and her daughter. She lived in AZ with her mom but her mom went all crazy on her, and so she moved to CA with her dad but her dad is a jerk, so shes coming back to SD. she will get her own place, but her BF(also lives in SD right now), is in pine ridge working construction so he will be down there for a few weeks. So, i am going to fix up the basement so her and her daughter can stay down there. She will have her own bathroom and seeing as though all her stuff got left in AZ she doesnt have a whole lot of stuff to bring with her to take up space. I'm glad i can help her out though, i feel so bad for her, i mean i may not have alot but i at least have a home and supportive family. So... its gonna be cool to have a friend to hang out with again. I mean, her daughter is 4 months older then clara, so clara will have a playmate. So... yeah thats cool. i'm way excited wish me luck on my cleaning project tomarrow!!!

Boring Saturday

Ok, so here is my saturday post. I didn't really do much today, i rearanged my room again so that clara actually has a place to crawl around now. I also went shopping, i got a candle and some new tea called "sugar cookie sleigh ride" which i am excited to try. I also got clara a new sippy cup in hopes that she starts liking it. So.... yeah last night i went and hung out with my friend B, i havent hung out with this girl in over a year so i was WAY excited. We went to the new target and went shopping, i got clara some new headbands, and a different sippy cup. It was cool, but i kinda feel bad for my friend, she only gets to spend 2 days a week with her daughter. The rest of the time she is working or at school. Thats gotta suck!!!! But anywayz.... i can cam now so if any of u wanna cam with me, u know how to get a hold of me, and ask. Much love to you all.


Kalsy&Clara

UPDATE

Ok so here is an update on the past two weeks. The reason i have not been on was because my stupid desk top computer that i bought only a year ago crashed or died, or whatever you wanna call it. So.... i had to wait for money to get a new one. Jon has come by a few times but only stays for a few minutes each time which i think is major BS. Clara is pulling herself up to stand now, like seriously she just started doing it one day. I came back from the bathroom and she was standing up in her crib, she fell and then stood up again, i was in total awe, that is until i realized shes getting two teeth on the bottom. They are so cute, they are just peaking through her gums but u can see the indent of them in her gums. So i stocked up on baby teething tabs, orejel and tylenol oh and teething rings. I also went christmas shopping. I bought clara 1 BIG toy and 4 smaller toys. I got her a learning table that teaches colors, numbers, the alphabet and something else? I also got her a "cell phone" since she LOVES to play with mine, i got her a hard book that teaches her similar things as the table does, and i got her this shape sorter thingy. I also got her something else but for the life of me i can not remember what the heck it is. One thing i realized is you should turn the stupid toy off before u wrap them.... i was done wrapping them and they started talking. I was like OMG SHHHHHHH. I also got my nieces things too, just because i would rather see their happy faces then get something myself. I got them each a BIG doll and a thing that teaches, shapes, alphabet, colors and numbers. So.. yeah thats pretty much how my week went, I also got a new cellphone that is prepaid but has unlimited text on it. I also went to a new store and got a pair of jeans.... size 9 but i guess they are too small so i gotta take them back and get a size 13(hopefully THOSE will fit) I also got some new shirts for me seeing as how i never buy anything for myself and it feels good to be wearing new clothes. but ok i'm done ranting now. Comment please!